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Monday, September 15, 2008

The Worst Spanking


Today I had my worst spanking so far. And this morning. At 3:30 am!!!! It still hurts! So you may be thinking, what did I do? Well, he has a little side job on certain mornings at a gym, and this morning, I ended up getting into an argument with him. About tuna sandwiches! So stupid. I know. Well, I was trying my hardest to get lots of sleep because I had gone to bed late last night because I was trying to get a load of laundry done. So naturally, when he wakes up, I end up waking up. Even though he is quiet and is very caring not to make any distractions for me. I guess its just his presence. Well anyways, after he had been up for an hour, he comes into the room telling me I need to make him tuna for his lunch today. So mind you, I am still trying my hardest to sleep. I get all snappy with him saying "you were up for an hour already, why couldn't you have just made it?!" And instead of him stopping this right then in there, his weaker side starts to argue with me about it, and we get into this big huge debate at three something in the morning. So then I start to feel kind of bad, and I text him telling him I don't want to fight with him and he needs to be my HOH. So then he comes into the room, and tells me to pull down my panties. I hesitate because, I really didn't want to be spanked at 3:30 in the morning. So he tells me again more firmly, so with a bit more hesitation, I turn over, and he pulls them down, and starts spanking me so hard! The hardest he has ever spanked me, I was crying out in pain! I was crying so hard that my nose was getting snotty. I was mad that he spanked me that hard. He said he loved me when he was done, and that he doesn't feel bad for spanking me that hard because I questioned him and disobeyed him. But I am very happy and glad now that he did this. I needed it. He was so angry with me. I still feel bad I acted this way, and I told him this tonight, but he said its OK because I got punished for it earlier. God, I wish I could be perfect and hold my tongue! I want our home to be peaceful, a place for him to relax and feel good. Not to get in arguments with me. I know with time I will improve my habits.

2 comments:

Loving Sub said...

Dear sweet submissive,

thank you for stopping by my blog, and know that this morning, prayers were sent your way. you're doing a good job by recognizing your place in the home to begin with. be easier on yourself, learn and move on. like you said, you WILL do better. good for your HOH, no matter how much your bottom smarts, he did what was appropriate. give your faith and trust to him honey, that's what he's there for! :)

looking forward to talking again soon, best wishes on your journey,

Loving Sub

River said...

Sweet Submissive,
It sounds like you learned something from the experience and your roles in your relationship were solidified. It can be hard to admit you were wrong, but it sounds like you and your SO handled
the situation well in the end. I am new to your blog and I look forward to catchimg up.

Blessings,
River