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Saturday, December 5, 2009

Seeing Master's POV


I haven't been updating as much as I would like to lately, but I cant change the time that has passed, so here is an installment in the best timing I could do.


Being truly dominant has become so natural for Master. He is expressing himself more dominantly from the time we first started exploring DD. He has always been dominant, as I have stated before. A leader, competitive, and strong. Very intelligent and will debate about anything he feels strongly about, and doesn't stop until, in his mind, he wins. I love that about him. I love that he speaks his mind without fear of what someone will think about him. He stands his ground. Which goes into having to do with me. I said its become more natural for him to be Master, which helps me to be more submissive. But sometimes I hate when he is domineering, yet at the same time, he is putting me in my place, reminding me that he is the HOH. I am the submissive wife. What he says goes. Sometimes I hate that though. Like last week some friends wanted to hang out together, and he was already irritated. So as we were on our way, he got even more irritated at who knows what, flipped the car around and said "We are going home!" I thought this was unfair, and had my pouty face on, but Master does not like that. I told him its stupid how he was acting, and he told me that "Its my money and I will spend it how I want". So that was the end of that, and home we went. In my eyes unfair, yet, what he says goes. Another thing that happened was last night. He was at work, and he usually calls me on his first break. I didnt hear anything from him, at all, and I kept calling. I was so worried that something might have happened. I didnt hear from him till six hours later, at his lunch break. He said he couldnt take his first break because he was training some new people. I was so upset, I didnt care what the hell he was doing, he should have taken a break. I told him I was worried something happened, but Master did not like my attitude and told me if I didnt stop he was not going to talk to me until his last break when I would be in a "better" mood. So I didn't stop, and he hung up on me. I think that was mean and harsh considering I was worried. But now, a day later, I see his point. He is the Master and I need to speak to him with the most respect.


So thats what has been going on lately, I will try to update more often. Master likes to read my posts also. :)

5 comments:

Kristen said...

Hey SS,

Nice to read an update :) I was worried about you. It's good your Master is becoming more dominant. I hate that sometimes too when things don't go the ways I want them to. Hope everything continues to go well.

Kristen

Provocative Sass said...

SS,

Keep your chin up. Some days are just like that...difficult to understand and hard to see the whole picture. Sometimes it is our submissive way to only see the NOW...the one piece we are focused in on. It is HIS way to KNOW the whole picture and keep us safe and loved by guiding us from our NOW to tomorrow! Hope that made sense. :)

Take care.

T/ps

Sweet Submissive said...

It made perfect sense PS, thank you. :)
ss

I Will Get By said...

i am at the beginning of what i think could be a perfect D/S relationship i funtion so much better when he guides me so please tell me what i must do to be the best submissive so that he'll marry me and control me for the rest of my life. Thank you. so glad to have found your blog.

I Will Get By said...

oh i am sorry i didn't leave contact i. for advice. ssteich@ymail.com as reference i left the comment about being in a new potentially successful D/S relationship, please at your convenience help me to be perfect for my man. Thank you.