Thursday, November 12, 2009

Submitting to Him

I have come to realize that for me to be fully submissive to my husband, I need to follow him in everything. This brings me to the topic of getting a roommate. I am becoming more open to the idea, and I realize, Master is doing this for my benefit. The whole time his reasoning had to do with me. He loves me at home, and would love for my focus to strictly be on school. Im still not ready to accept a roommate at this time, and I am using Master's deadline to my advantage, but when the time comes, I will submit to his decision. He knows this, and Im sure he knew the whole time before he even broached the subject with me because he has been discussing this could be situation with the potential roomie. But in the end I realize I do not have a choice because I agreed to be his submissive.

He told me I have been a good girl lately. I feel I havent been the best to my abilities, but if Master says Im a good girl, thats what I am. I miss him telling me this. I feel most submissive to him when he says things like this to me. I feel loved and the center of his attention and desires. This is why a vanilla relationship will never work for me now. It will never be enough, vanilla relationships are so passive, and I think he feels the same. We need that extra attention to each other. Not to mention sex is so much more amazing with a D/s dynamic, although we sort of had one before reading about DD. I know this is a turn on for both of us, but I think if a vanilla couple were to try it, they might end up liking it too. Our relationship is smooth when we give it our all in our roles. I notice when we slack on being Dominant and submissive, our relationship gets rocky. I may not be the perfect submissive, but at least I can try.


Loving Sub said...

Don't forget my love, the only one that decides whether you're a the perfect submissive is him... :)

mia said...

bon jour sweetest submissive.
you are insightful for your
age, which is a plus for any
type of relationship.

Master B said...

I second what "Loving Sub" said, and in a D/s realtionship that is the ultimate compliment, you should be proud.

B said...

No one is the perfect submissive or dominant, honey. Anyone who believes they are just lost the ‘perfection’ standard. Anything worthwhile is riddled with failure, if you fear failure, you will never find something of value.

You’re doing just fine…

I’m reading on.


Sweet Submissive said...

Thank you all who wrote me lovely comments. They are greatly appreciated, and always make me smile. :)

Anonymous said...


I have been reading your wonderful blog for a while...and have not yet commented. So sorry! However, I wanted to tell you that the two of you sound very much in love and working at things at a very nice pace. My only insight to you at your age is....keep going with the flow of life in your relationship. Eventually your "working" at the D/s roles will be so natural you will no longer be "working" at it or "slacking" will just be. This obviously comes with time, trust, patience, love, learning about yourself and your partner and mastery of your are doing wonderfully. :)