Stressful Situations

I feel like I have been away from my blog forever! Even though it really wasn't that long, I like to read blogs and update at least once a week. It kind of keeps my behavior in check. But anyways, the reason I haven't been on in about two Weeks or so is because Master and I have been dealing with a lot on our plate lately. For some reason Master was having some chest pains (not heart related), and it really had him worried and stressed. We spent most of the day in the ER on fourth of July. He took a lot of tests including blood work and x-rays to find out what the problem was. Everything came up clean of course. Hes only twenty three. So Master was still worried that following week and on Wednesday he went to urgent care. They didn't find anything, and he spent seventy five dollars for nothing because it was out of network. So that really sucked. Then Friday we went to his doctor appointment, we found out he just needs to change his diet because acid flare ups are what was causing his pain. I know sounds a little weird, but makes a lot of sense at the same time. So not only were we dealing with that, but now I'm worried that my unemployment benefits is in jeopardy because I quit that stupid part time job. I wish I never accepted it in the first place, I wouldn't be in this situation. I know we will be fine financially, Master makes enough money. But you know, I always think the worst, what if: we cant pay our mortgage? Our car payment? Bills? I know all those things will get paid because all of those are Masters first priority, and he reassures me that I will still get my benefits. But I don't know.... So we have just been dealing with a lot more stress than we ought to be.

Well, besides that, Master is just so great. He always makes sure to be there, and reminds me that I'm his submissive wife. Like earlier in the week i was getting an attitude and turned away from him and he grabbed my face and said "Look at me, I'm still your Master. Don't talk to me that way". I love him. I never mean to be disrespectful, sometimes it just happens. I hope things get better around here.